I havent been around in a while and I know that bums some of you out. Just like to say sorry for that one, but I should get back in gear in a few more days. (*I'm finishing off a few big projects this weekend!)

I hope I havent missed too much around here -->> I have over 250 deviations I need to check!!! Note to self, don't ever leave dA idle for so long :-p




CLUBS::

Getting what you want may not be entirely a blessing. I got a brand new computer with all the software programs I could ever hope for this Christmas, and yet, something was missing. I am admittedly a spoiled only child who has her mother's complete adoration. It sometimes feels as though I can do no wrong. But I know I can; and what's worse, I know I have.

I am floundering right now. Stuck between moving forward and pulling back. I want so desparately to be a success in life and be everything my mother *knows* I can be, but at the same time I want my own dreams to come true. It's hard for me to put into words, but I'm pretty certain you can empathize with what I am feeling. Everyone has been there at least once in their own life. A crossroads.

A place where you don't know which turn to follow and which to ignore.

Hopefully I can find my path in life soon and start pursuing whatever destiny I have. Hope is all I have that guides my footsteps these days. Hopefully hoping.








Please check out my last journal for links to my miniseries. I would love any critiques on those and every other image in my gallery.


Enjoy and thanks for stopping by. My next journal shouldn't be as deep and contemplative... instead, it will be shallow and entertaining!


Best of Luck in 2008!!!

CLUBS::

I've been cleaning out my computer for the past few days because it was strongly hinted that I would be getting a new one for Christmas. As such, I am finding a bunch of older images, like the two new uploads from last year's ice storm. Even though they are old to me, I hope you guys like them.

Anyway, I was also cleaning my dA account and found that I really didn't like how the *Unseen* series looked with the rest of my pictures, so I scrapped them .

But here are the series that I like. And I think I'm going to continue working on the *Flops* and *Old Warnings* series as I can. Just click one of the links below and follow the rest of the links in the comment section to see all of each series.

Hay Bails Series Image 1: [link]
Storm Series Image 1: [link]
Tools Series Image 1: [link]
Flops Series Image 1: [link]
Old Warnings Series Image 1: [link]


Let me know what you think on these and any other images in my gallery.

Clubs:

So, I'm going out of my mind. I've seen what miracles photoshop can do and I desparately want to get it. Unfortunately, thats about one of the last things I can afford right now. Wah! Stupid car accidents! Anyways, once I get it, I will need to learn how to use it. That means if you have any refs for where I can learn start sending them my way! Hopefully I'll get it for xmas (yeah i know, thats in like, months!)

Oh well... wishing for the best





Clubs:

Yes, as a matter of fact. Even though I don't have some wierd white mustache to prove it. But whatev. I'm getting used to it. And in about a month it wont matter because I'll be living in a whole other state.

Even though I'm not that upset, it still hurts. It keeps me wondering if there is something wrong with me. Blah.

Oh well. Good news is that I'm pretty sure the vision block that kept me from taking pix is gone. I have a few events coming up that should hopefully get me back in the swing of things.

I miss being able to take pictures of my friends faces. Damn they're such characters. But I'll be seeing most of them soon.


Yeah, I'm a little tired so this entry is kind of haphazard. But its thoughts, and now they're there.